Monday again. And as usual I'm not feeling really good. Slept late again for 2 consecutive nights. Though I'm still looking forward for this weekend coz I bought a Shiatsu Certificate at Cebu Holiday Health & Fitness Center. I got it for only P200 compare to the usual price of P450, so I grabbed it! I really want a massage since last month! I just can't wait...

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Anyway Saturday gimmick was really not cool for me ... but I still tag along coz Itchie was there, just don't want to disappoint her. First we went to Fruits and Foods with Letlet, Itchie, her boyfriend and friends. Its really been a long time since I last drank Red Horse! After a few rounds, I passed can't stand it anymore... I was feeling bloated. After that we stroll around ... which is really not cool for me coz Carlos' friends we're craving for some weed. I honestly don't wanna try it. For me, its enough now that I drink and smoke. I really think its too much if I will start on something like that. I'm really wasted if that time comes, though they said its still herbal and the trip will just be like you want to eat ... but no thanks. As long as I can hold it and control myself, I would really not indulge myself into that.

It was really a blessing when Carlos' friend lost his drawers' key. So I said thank God! But he didn't stop, we went to some place here in Cebu wherein its available (he said). But what a stupid guy, there's no one selling the stuff he wants. He's so dumb, a trying-hard user! He really doesn't have any idea if there was really a pusher there!!! duh?!! So anyway, we just said enough of that we can still have fun without that, I'm keeping my patience coz I don't want to sound so killjoy. Coz I know they're just doing it for fun and for the trip it will give them. So we ended up at Pub Quarto, we got a private room for the 6 of us. The room is great, nice for a small group parties. But I didn't care about them ... I'm just enjoying my Vodka Ice!!! hehehe! I really should talk to Itchie about this gimmick ... she really shocked me.


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And then yesterday afternoon we went to Ayala (me, letlet and shiela) coz its really boring again. The Manilenos(bored-group on Sunday) were gathered again! We just seat at Bo's Coffee Club talking about Lesbians .. hahaha! Yeah the girl with me is inlove with a lesbian. But these things doesn't surprise me anymore, coz I know a lot of girls who's going gaga over other Magics (lesbians). Yeah I can't understand them either... but that's how they feel. I guess now it's much accepted by the community, unlike before. Though I don't think thats a good sign, coz its still not right, its against God's will. Its still awkward for me seeing this kind of relationship, I feel a certain disgust ( I don't mean to offend, just my feeling).

We had a heavy dinner at Coco Bongo! Yummy Crispy Pata, Lechon Kawali (sana dalawa ang puso ko! hahaha!), Tinola and Tanguige with Hermie from UniLab. And after that Kenneth texted me that their going to Yo Latino! at The Village. So we catched them up after dinner ... and there! I'm drunk again after Weng-weng and bottles of San Mig Light. The gimmick was so fun, Maca came and she was tripping on the food, she had her own nice smelling rice in her bag!!! She doesn't want the Yo Latino's rice coz its not good ... we were just like that, laughing about everything until...

I became angry and sensitive, yes an Angry Drunk! I got angry to Kenneth's friend when we were at Waterfront Hotel. He was making fun of my sister who was sleeping already .. and I was just pissed off, I gave him a glare to know its not really fun for me anymore. Oh well to end the nonsense argument, he said sorry and I made sure he meant it. Now I think I overreacted! (oopppss!) Will just talk to him tonight if he's coming to Ken's chinese-birthday dinner. ;-)

Hehehe! Yeah I'm here at the office... but not working. Lolling coz its really boring at home. All I will do there is just eat and watch TV so never mind. I will just blog!

Anyway, last night was a miracle! I didn't go out .... hhmmm just not in the mood and tired already coz thursday I slept 4am nah! After so many consecutive weeks of being drunk and restless ... I got the chance to sleep! I slept 11pm and woke up 10am! A really best way to sweep over the exhausting week.

Actually, I was really feeling bad last night, it a little bit change my mood of not going out when I talked with JGC my X(not yet official), coz our relationship is still hanging whether we should continue and give it a chance or totally let go. Or maybe its just me running after him, though he said he still cares and he just needs more time. I'm really confuse right now, I don't know if I should let go or wait for him to forgive me.

Yesterday he said he's already back in Manila, and he's going out with his friend and said "oh sige aalis na ko!" And I was just oh ok ... then he just shut the phone! BULLSHIT!!! I'm tired of feeling this way, I don't even have tears to cry anymore, I was just like I want to go out and forget about him! I'm tired of being appreciated when he missed me, telling me that he still love me but treat me like I wasn't there if he doesn't want to, when he's angry at me recalling what happened in the past.

I can't blame him though, I'm such a BITCH to let go of a very straight, responsible guy in exchange for someone who's more exciting, who can let me smoke and party anytime I want! Finding that kind of guy is just a waste of time, it will be fun but at the end of the day you will long for someone you truly love. Someone who can be with you through your ups and downs. And someone who would know what is right for you, I'm just a stubborn girlfriend I didn't listen to him and hate him if I want to do things he doesn't like. Now I feel alone, I lost a bestfriend, a boyfriend, a life-time partner in him. God I wish I could just get over with this feeling and accept the fact that we don't belong to each other. That's it!

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I'm talking to my sister now in Manila and she's telling me about a financial firm called Multitel Holdings where you can invest a minimum of P10T and get an interest of 4% monthly. Hmm I really have to find a way to earn my money safely. I admit I'm a bit scared to gamble my money on business ... which I know is a very bad attitude. But I will try to overcome that, I really want to have my own business and retire for being a corporate slave!

Got this at my email from Rocelle. This is really a great story and very true! We should live life in the best way we can! After all the hardwork comes great reward from HIM. And yes we should really build wisely...

WORK FROM YOUR HEART

An elderly carpenter was ready to retire. He told his employer contractor
of his plans to leave the house building business and live a more
leisurely life with his wife enjoying his extended family.

He would miss the paycheck, but he needed to retire. They could get by.
The contractor was sorry to see his good worker go and asked if he could
build just one more house as a personal favor.

The carpenter said yes, but in time it was easy to see that his heart was
not in his work. He resorted to shoddy workmanship and used inferior
materials. It was an unfortunate way to end a dedicated career.

When the carpenter finished his work the employer came to inspect the
house. He handed the front-door key to the carpenter. This is your
house, he said, 'my gift to you.' The carpenter was shocked! What a shame!

If he had only known he was building his own house, he would have done it
all so differently.

So it is with us.

We build our lives, a day at a time, often putting less than our best into
the building. Then with a shock we realize we have to live in the house we
have built.

If we could do it over, we'd do it much differently. But we cannot go back.

You are the carpenter.

Each day you hammer a nail, place a board, or erect a wall. Life is a
do-it-yourself project, someone has said. Your attitudes and the choices
you make today, build the 'house' you live in tomorrow.

Build wisely!


We are to do good works and do them unto the Lord. Jesus did miracles
when He was on earth to both heal the sick and also that the skeptic might
believe that He is the Son of God. And so with us, we are to let our
light shine before all people that they may know in whom we believe and
trust. The Lord Jesus Christ.

Read and meditate on these scriptures.

1 Corinthians 6:19-20, "Do you not know that your body is the temple of
the Holy Spirit who is in you, whom you have from God, and you are not
your own? For you were bought at a price; therefore glorify God in your
body and in your spirit, which are God’s."

Colossians 3:23-24, "Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as
working for the Lord, not for men, since you know that you will receive an
inheritance from the Lord as a reward. It is the Lord Christ you are
serving."

Matthew 5:14-16, "You are the light of the world. A city that is set on a
hill cannot be hidden. “Nor do they light a lamp and put it under a
basket, but on a lampstand, and it gives light to all who are in the
house. “Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good
works and glorify your Father in heaven." NKJV


In Christ Service,

Dwayne Savaya
Gods Work Ministry

Had long chitchat with my bestfriend, rocelle. =)

jhermie_cheng: r u online?
Rocelle: yep.... musta na
Rocelle: =)
jhermie_cheng: im ok
jhermie_cheng: hehe
jhermie_cheng: nag email ka kse eh
Rocelle: ahh oo nga pala
Rocelle:
jhermie_cheng: hhehe
jhermie_cheng: yup
jhermie_cheng: si wendz uwi now manila
jhermie_cheng: then balik sya dito on tues
jhermie_cheng: bday nya kse tom
Rocelle: o uwi na sya agad?
Rocelle: ay oo nga !
Rocelle: bat hindi pa dyan para mas masaya
Rocelle: hahha nanlibre ba?!
jhermie_cheng: heheh oo nga eh
Rocelle: nililinis ko kasi inbox ko puna na... ngayon ko lang nahaharap
jhermie_cheng: kse yun mom nya eh
jhermie_cheng: haha
Rocelle: ahhhh
jhermie_cheng: about u?
jhermie_cheng: ano balits?
Rocelle: wala eto may gusto pa din kay jarrold ahahahha....kaw ano ablita s ainyo dyan?
jhermie_cheng: wala hhehe half day ako today
jhermie_cheng: grabe 4am na yata ko natulog
Rocelle: baket? ano happenings?
Rocelle: saturday na bangayon dyan?
Rocelle: o friday morning?
jhermie_cheng: friday morning
jhermie_cheng: hehe
jhermie_cheng: wala inuman lang
jhermie_cheng: ggrr
Rocelle: heheh...
Rocelle: o baket?
jhermie_cheng: kse di ako nagising kanina
jhermie_cheng: ahhaha
Rocelle: hahahahhaha
jhermie_cheng: iniwan na ko nila wendz and letlet
jhermie_cheng: pag gising ko 11:30 na pala
Rocelle: ahahahha
Rocelle: ayan!
jhermie_cheng: haha oo nga eh
Rocelle:
Rocelle: di bale ...importante naka pasok ka pa rin
jhermie_cheng: cel webcam tayo
jhermie_cheng: oo nga eh
jhermie_cheng: bz ba dyan
Rocelle: naku tulog na mga tao dito eh tska madilim pinatay ko na ilaw
Rocelle: 1:41am kasi dito di ba
jhermie_cheng: ah talaga
jhermie_cheng: oh sige di bale
jhermie_cheng: hehe
Rocelle: di nga ko makapag mic eh ako na lang kasi gising
jhermie_cheng: so ano na developments dyan... about sa studies mo
Rocelle: kakausapin na namin lawyer this weekend
jhermie_cheng: ah talaga
jhermie_cheng: ok na yan
jhermie_cheng: eheh
Rocelle: oo...pero hanggang ngayon naguguluhan pa din ako kasi yung mga tita ko nakikialam
Rocelle: di mo maintindihan kung ano ba talaga gusto nila sa min
jhermie_cheng: ah ok
jhermie_cheng: hwag mo na pansinin
jhermie_cheng: basta kausapin mo na lang dad mo
Rocelle: kulit no?!
jhermie_cheng: pag tuloy yun school mo .. lipat ka dorm
Rocelle: oo nga eh tama ja
Rocelle: oo bahala na o kaya baka lipat ako dun sa bahay nila papa
Rocelle: yun twin bro ni daddy i mean
jhermie_cheng: ah ok
Rocelle: ikaw kumusta?
Rocelle: san mo ba plano mag apply ?
jhermie_cheng: ganun pa din naman ... kausapin ko pa yun boss ko
Rocelle: i mean sang bansa? di ba sabi mo gusto mo din umalis?
jhermie_cheng: kse he wants me to stay here longer
jhermie_cheng: negotiate ako ng salary
Rocelle: ahhhh...thats nice!
jhermie_cheng: if di sya pumayag balik na ko manila on july
Rocelle: heheheh smart!
Rocelle: oo no! deserve mo naman eh
jhermie_cheng: lol grabe hirap mag budget
jhermie_cheng: obligations sa bahay and personal expenses ko
Rocelle: oo nga...dapat talaga madagdagan sweldo ehehhe
jhermie_cheng: yupz ...
jhermie_cheng: musta yun papa mo dyan
jhermie_cheng: ahha ikaw na nga lumigaw
Rocelle: ahahahahha
Rocelle: kung pwede nga lang sana be eh!
Rocelle: kun andito ka lang nagpatulong na ko syo1
jhermie_cheng: hahaha
Rocelle: malamang isang linggo pa lang kuha na natin yun!
Rocelle: =)
jhermie_cheng: lol lasingin natin
jhermie_cheng: hahahaha
Rocelle: ahahha....naku magaling din uminom yun eh
Rocelle: gusto nga minsan sabayan eh kaya lang baka pareo kaming mawala sa sarili...mahirap na ahahha
jhermie_cheng: ahhahahha
jhermie_cheng: ganon
jhermie_cheng: take advantage ba
Rocelle: lol
jhermie_cheng: bat di ka pa natutulog?
Rocelle: grabe lumabas na naman nga kami eh...dun kasi kami nag mothers day sa kanila (feeling pa close aahaha!) tapos nung gabi nanood ulit kami hockey sa 1 sports bar dito
Rocelle: eh nakakahiya naman syo eh bigla ka kasi nagparamdam
jhermie_cheng: hahahah
Rocelle:
jhermie_cheng: ganon
jhermie_cheng: wow close kay mommy ah
jhermie_cheng: hhehe
jhermie_cheng: sige sleep ka na noh
jhermie_cheng: ok lang
jhermie_cheng: next time ulit
Rocelle: hindi ...kasi katatapos ko lang din kausapin yung pinsan ko dyan
jhermie_cheng: ah ic
Rocelle: oo nga eh pa-close ako nanliliit tuloy ako
Rocelle: eh daddy nga nya hug ng hug sa kin parati eh ahahha close din kami
jhermie_cheng: ahhahahah
jhermie_cheng: talaga
jhermie_cheng: ok ah
Rocelle: cool ng daddy grabe...naka-harley pag umaalis...haba ng buhok stka naka 8390 ahahah kulit no
jhermie_cheng: ahhaha
jhermie_cheng: cool si daddy-yo
jhermie_cheng: heheh
jhermie_cheng: si jen may yahoo messenger din pala
jhermie_cheng: baka pumunta sya dito
Rocelle: nakwento ko ba syo na pati paglabas labas namin dito ayaw pa kami minsan payagan tita ko?!
jhermie_cheng: next month
Rocelle: grabe no?!!!
jhermie_cheng: ows
jhermie_cheng: strict ah
Rocelle: ahahah cool talaga si daddy-yo!!!
Rocelle: kala ko cool na si daddy...mas cool pala daddy ni jarrold hahah
jhermie_cheng: hehe ok
Rocelle: punta cebu?
jhermie_cheng: ok na yan
Rocelle: kelan?
jhermie_cheng: basta chikahin mo yun guy
jhermie_cheng: magdala ka ng pic
Rocelle: sige add ko siya minsan
jhermie_cheng: ay mag scan pala
Rocelle: ic....
Rocelle: pic nino? nya?
jhermie_cheng: pic ni jarrold
Rocelle: naku lam mo ba inayos ko nga album nya eh kasi nandun kami sa room niya ang daming pinakitang pics...grabe gusto ko na nga mag nenok eh
jhermie_cheng: hahah
Rocelle: ahahhaha kaso nandun sya sa tabi ko habang pinapakita lahat
jhermie_cheng: sana kumuha ka nah
Rocelle: ahahhaha
jhermie_cheng: or hingi ka na lang
jhermie_cheng: ehhehe
jhermie_cheng: tapos pa sign mo sa likod
jhermie_cheng: hahahahhaha
jhermie_cheng: jk
Rocelle: eh kakahiya eh mamaya sabihin jologs ako
jhermie_cheng: hehehhe
jhermie_cheng: sino ba yun tita mo dyan?
Rocelle: lol
jhermie_cheng: bakit strict
Rocelle: tapos yun nga...yun strict ko na tita kapatid din ni daddy pero mas bata....alam mo ginawa daddy ni jarrold? sya mismo nagpaalam sa min dun sa tita ko
Rocelle: ayun di nakatanggi kaya nakalabas ulit kami
Rocelle: grabe no?!
jhermie_cheng: ahahha wow
jhermie_cheng: galing
Rocelle: ahahahha
jhermie_cheng: shit ang lakas mo
jhermie_cheng: ehehhe
Rocelle: hanep no?! parang totoo!!!
Rocelle: ahahah sana nga totoo na hehehhe
jhermie_cheng: oo nga
jhermie_cheng: para naman happy ka na talaga
jhermie_cheng: ehehhe
jhermie_cheng: sarap ba tumira dyan?
Rocelle: dami nyang ok na pics grabe naglalaway na talaga kong kunin...natatawa na nga s akin si yap eh kasi alam nya gusto ko na kumuha ahahahha
jhermie_cheng: ahahhaha
Rocelle: oo nga salamat!
jhermie_cheng: sana si yap na lang pinakuha mo
jhermie_cheng: ahhahah
Rocelle: hahahahhaha
jhermie_cheng: lol pagnahuli sabihin gay sya
jhermie_cheng: ahhahaha
Rocelle: grabe be pigil na pigil tawa ko dito...gusto ko na tumawa kaso nandito ko sa room ng mga pinsan kong lalake magigising tong mga to
Rocelle: ahhahahahahahha
jhermie_cheng: hehehehe
jhermie_cheng: lol
jhermie_cheng: mukhang sira noh
Rocelle: o nga eh yaan mo next time ..kaya lang baka magtaka pag may nawalang pic sa album
jhermie_cheng: huy ano sarap ba tumira dyan?
jhermie_cheng: yup basta kumuha ka ah
jhermie_cheng: para makita ko
Rocelle: grabe kala ko talaga di ako papansinin nung una nun kasi gwapo talaga
Rocelle: gusto ko nga papicture kami kaso nagpapahaba sya buhok ngayon eh..di ko gusto ..mas gusto ko nung kalbo sya
Rocelle: oo masarap be lalo na kung free ka talaga
Rocelle: i mean yung walang kumokontra sa mga gusto mo..u know
jhermie_cheng: ows .. hayaan mo nah
Rocelle: tska kung kasama mo din family mo...kasi mahohomesick ka talaga
jhermie_cheng: hehehe mas ok may buhok noh
jhermie_cheng: ahhaha
Rocelle: lalo na parang kami wala naman agad set of friends sa umpisa di ba
jhermie_cheng: sa bagay
Rocelle: alam mo sino hawig nya? sinabi ko ba dati?
jhermie_cheng: di pa yata eh
jhermie_cheng: sino ba
Rocelle: nye...wag mo ko pagtatwanan ah..baka mamya sabihin mo kelangan na magpatingin nun sa doctor o sa specialist sa mata
jhermie_cheng: hahah
jhermie_cheng: bakit
jhermie_cheng: sino nga
Rocelle: napapagkamalan syang keanu reeves dito lalo na yung mukha nya sa matrix
jhermie_cheng: oh shit
jhermie_cheng: ahhahahha
Rocelle: oo grabe!!!
jhermie_cheng: grabe ang gwapo
jhermie_cheng: kainis ka
Rocelle: pucha potential fafa ta;aga be!!!
jhermie_cheng: bilisan mo
Rocelle: ahahahhahahahhaha
jhermie_cheng: lasingin mo na nga
jhermie_cheng: hahahahha
Rocelle: chang ina isipin mo naman ako....nagmumukha na nga kong alalay pag magkasama kami!
Rocelle: ahahahhaha
jhermie_cheng: ahahhahaha
Rocelle: hirap ng di masaydong maganda ahahahhahah
jhermie_cheng: ano height???
jhermie_cheng: and ilan taon na ulit yan?
Rocelle: pero di sya ganun katangkad
Rocelle: maga kasinlaki lang ni yap
jhermie_cheng: ah ok
jhermie_cheng: pwede na yun
Rocelle: ganun lang
jhermie_cheng: mukha naman ni keannu eh
Rocelle: kasi maliit din parents nya
jhermie_cheng: ic....
Rocelle: ahahhahahah
Rocelle: oo grabe yun scene ni keanu sa matrix na kinikiss nya si felicity grabe hawig na hawig
jhermie_cheng: ehehhhe
Rocelle: yun muntik sya mamatay....ganun na ganun
jhermie_cheng: kunin mo pic yun close up ah .. then yun isa may suot na shades
Rocelle: sana nga kung pwede ko magparetoke ng mukha din ni felicity
jhermie_cheng: humanap ka
jhermie_cheng: ahhahah
Rocelle: mas maganda personal eh...kasi pati ways nya ganun...ewan ko di lang naman ako nagsasabi nun eh
Rocelle: una nga di ako nagsasalita tapos naririnig ko na lang sa ibang tao
jhermie_cheng: oo nga ... sana maging kayo
jhermie_cheng: basta magpa girl ka dyan ah
jhermie_cheng: hahahah
Rocelle: natatakot nga ko be eh kasi sabi ko tama na yung pinapasin na lang ako kasi mahirap din mag expect lalo ganun kagwapo di ba
jhermie_cheng: di naman
Rocelle: grabe lam mo ba natwa ko sa sarili ko nung nag clubbing kami...feelin ko ganda ganda ko na nagpalda na ko tapos with boots..tate talaga dating...tapos ba naman
jhermie_cheng: ano ka ba ok ka rin ah .... and im sure gusto ka rin nun
jhermie_cheng: wow amgirl
Rocelle: pagdating namin dun sa club naalangan ako kasi napaka conservative pala ng suot ko hahhahaha
jhermie_cheng: ahahhahahha
jhermie_cheng: as in
jhermie_cheng: bakit ano suot dyan?
jhermie_cheng: bra and panty .. parang kylie
Rocelle: grabe halos wala na silang suot
Rocelle: tska lagi labas belly button!!!
Rocelle: kainis!
jhermie_cheng: ows
Rocelle: oo parang ganun kahit malamig...bumilib nga ko eh
jhermie_cheng: shit di ako pwede dyan.. kailangan papayat muna
jhermie_cheng: ahhahah
Rocelle: ahahaha..ano ka ba ang sexy mo na na nagyon eh
Rocelle: laki ng pinagbago mo be tska dun sa mga pics hanep sexy ahahahha
jhermie_cheng: ahha hindi nag gain ako ulit eh
Rocelle: kaya naman nababaliw na syo si chrysler guy eh ahahhaha
Rocelle: lam mo ba nag-tae-bo ako everyday kasi papaliit ng tyan
jhermie_cheng: ahah sinong chrysler guy? hindi noh .. naka honda s2000 sya
jhermie_cheng: pero now bmw nah
Rocelle: nahihiya ako sa kanya kasi nag wworkout everyday
Rocelle: may sariling gym sa bahay
Rocelle: wow!!!!
jhermie_cheng: hahah
jhermie_cheng: wow
jhermie_cheng: ok ah
Rocelle: hindi..yung tga vancouver di ba
Rocelle: yung tga vancouver na chrysler dati bm na ngayon?
jhermie_cheng: hhmm vancouver .. hindi girl yun naka chrysler
jhermie_cheng: ahhaha
Rocelle: ohhhh
jhermie_cheng: nope yun taga australia
Rocelle: si aussie boy ba?
jhermie_cheng: si rob
Rocelle: oo!
jhermie_cheng: oo
Rocelle:
jhermie_cheng: hehehe
jhermie_cheng: lol ang gulo
Rocelle: wow naman talaga!!!
jhermie_cheng: nalito ko ang dami bang boylet
Rocelle: eb na !!!!!1
Rocelle: ahahahah
Rocelle: ahahhahahah
jhermie_cheng: heheh nakita ni wends sa webcam yun
Rocelle: grabe dun ka na lang punta sa australia!
jhermie_cheng: sabi nya kamukha nun nasa channel 7
jhermie_cheng: hahaha
jhermie_cheng: ang gwapo kse
Rocelle: sino?
jhermie_cheng: hhhmm kervin bernal yata eh
Rocelle: sino kamukha?
jhermie_cheng: di ko sure yun name
jhermie_cheng: basta yun maputi na guy ang tangos ilong
Rocelle: be tulungan mo nga ko? pano ba ko makaka score kay jarrold?!!!! ahahahahahha
Rocelle: sino? newscaster?
Rocelle: ahhhh
jhermie_cheng: hindi yun nasa telenovela
Rocelle: ahh oo tama yun nga kamukha nya!!!!
jhermie_cheng: hhhmm kay jarrold
Rocelle: di ba nakita ko sya pic dati?
jhermie_cheng: ano ba ... be sweet lang
Rocelle: oo tama yun nga.... cute ah!
Rocelle:
jhermie_cheng: hahah kahit pa ano gawa ka moves
jhermie_cheng: pa cute
jhermie_cheng: hehehe
Rocelle: ahahhahah
jhermie_cheng: oo
jhermie_cheng: hehehe
Rocelle: tinanong ba naman ako kung may bf daw ako dyan?! grabe nagulat talaga ko
jhermie_cheng: hahahhahaha
jhermie_cheng: talaga ano sabi mo
Rocelle: kasi that was way put of the topic....bigla na lang nya tinanong sa kin
Rocelle: stupid me...kung anu anong nasabi ko dahil sa gulat
jhermie_cheng: hahahahaha
Rocelle: tapos bumanat ba naman si yap na wala daw akong bf ...gf meron! asar na asar ako!
Rocelle: out*
jhermie_cheng: lol
jhermie_cheng: kainis yun ah
Rocelle: nasabi ko tuloy na --- no i dont have any...ayaw nya maniwala
Rocelle: nasabi ko tuloy na ..actually i just got out from a bad relationship
jhermie_cheng: ah ic
jhermie_cheng: dapat sabi mo you wouldn't be there .. kung may bf ka now
Rocelle: feeling ko nga ang tanga ng sagot ko eh..eh kasi naman no nauubusan na kong english sa kanya ano ba naman
Rocelle: !!
jhermie_cheng: ahhahahha
jhermie_cheng: oo nga
jhermie_cheng: di talaga marunong tagalog yun?
Rocelle: oo sobra!! minsan nabubulol na talaga ko be sinasalo na lang ako ni yap!!!!
Rocelle: imagine?!!!!!
jhermie_cheng: sabihin mo anak ng tokwa naman ... ikaw lang hinihintay ko
jhermie_cheng: haha ic
Rocelle: eh pano doble pa yung kaba....na dapat tama yung grammar tapos sya pa yung kaharap ...sino ba naman di ba!
jhermie_cheng: oo nga
Rocelle: LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Rocelle: ahahhahahahhahah
jhermie_cheng: wakong
jhermie_cheng: kainis
Rocelle: ahahhahahha
jhermie_cheng: basta galingan mo
jhermie_cheng: dapat bf mo na yan before end of this month
Rocelle: pero somehow tingin ko tama yung sagot ko kasi
Rocelle: nalaman ko na wala syang gf at the moment!!
jhermie_cheng: hehehe ok
jhermie_cheng: cool
Rocelle: sya din daw ganun....owsss feeling sympathetic naman sya!!!
Rocelle: hahha
jhermie_cheng: ahahhaha
jhermie_cheng: loka ka talaga
Rocelle: he just got out from a bad rel din daw!
Rocelle: ewan ko lang
Rocelle: pinasyal ako sa kawrto niya eh kaya nakita ko na yung future lovenest namin ahahahha
Rocelle: baliw!
jhermie_cheng: hhahahahha
Rocelle: aahhahaha
jhermie_cheng: lol ang lupit imagination noh
jhermie_cheng: dapat tinulak mo na sa kama
Rocelle: may sariling ofc sa kwarto tapos ang ganda nung aqaurium nya
jhermie_cheng: hahahhahahhahaha
Rocelle: at ang linis
jhermie_cheng: ic ic
Rocelle: ahahhahaha...wag baka maaga akong mabuking
jhermie_cheng: hhhmm
jhermie_cheng: so lagi kayo magkasama nya
jhermie_cheng: nyan
Rocelle: medyo...minsan hindi
jhermie_cheng: ah ok
Rocelle: eh kasi nahihiya ako magpasundo na minsan kasi ang layo pa ng dindrive nya pag susunduin nya kami
Rocelle: pero sabi niya basta tumawag lang daw ako parati
jhermie_cheng: ic
jhermie_cheng: hehehe
jhermie_cheng: shit nakakainis yun ganyan ah
Rocelle: feeling ko nga pilay ako dito eh..kasi di katulad sa tin may nadadala akong sasakyan kung may lakad di ba
jhermie_cheng: dapat talaga gawa ka na ng moves
Rocelle: oo nga eh...ano ba mapapayo mo be?!
Rocelle:
jhermie_cheng: hwag ka pa-barkada effect masyado
jhermie_cheng: hehehe ... lagyan mo malisya
jhermie_cheng: hahahahahha
jhermie_cheng: ano ba yan
jhermie_cheng: lolz
Rocelle: eh hindi namana ko tumatwag..kasi pinipigilan ko din sarli ko kasi baka ma obvious nya
Rocelle: nahahalata na nga ng tita ko eh!!1 niloloko na ko....
Rocelle: oo nga be eh pano ba moves
natin?!
jhermie_cheng: ows tawagan mo minsan .. then ask kung kumain na sya blah blah
Rocelle: help!
Rocelle: ahahahha malisya...guso ko yan!!!!
jhermie_cheng: ahhahahah
Rocelle: pano ba?!!! kainis naman o ang hirap!
Rocelle:
jhermie_cheng: lolz
jhermie_cheng: hahahha
Rocelle: ahahhahahah wow sweet!
jhermie_cheng: wakong kse naman may pagka boyish ka talaga .. hanggang ngayon ba?
Rocelle: ahahha
Rocelle: ahhahahahahhahahahhaahhahahah
jhermie_cheng: hhehehe
Rocelle: oo nga eh lintik na filipino culture to o!
jhermie_cheng: hahahahha
Rocelle: naiinis na nga rin ako eh!!!
Rocelle: be gusto ko talaga to....grabe pano ba?!!! ngayon na lang ako ulit naging sigurado sa sarili ko!!!!
jhermie_cheng: di bale mababago rin yan .. hhmm basta hwag ka muna mag ragged clothes
Rocelle: ano ba yan...i sound desperate ata dun ah!
Rocelle:
jhermie_cheng: hahahhaha
jhermie_cheng: lol oo nga true love
jhermie_cheng: hahahahhaha
Rocelle: hahahahahhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaa
jhermie_cheng: huy hwag ka mag ragged ah
jhermie_cheng: basta laging semi formal like yun suot mo nun sa tea party natin
jhermie_cheng: mga ganun
jhermie_cheng: ahaha lol naalala ko pa
jhermie_cheng: basta mga semi formal kse para yun kilos mo din girl
jhermie_cheng: di ba
Rocelle: wow naman!!! ahahah matatawa ka nga eh , ang lamig lamig nagpunta kami downtown nag sleeveless ako!! ahahahha
jhermie_cheng: ahhahahahha
Rocelle: gininaw ako nag jacket din ako1
jhermie_cheng: talaga
jhermie_cheng: ic ic
Rocelle: ahahhaha
jhermie_cheng: ano ba yan
jhermie_cheng: ang hirap naman mag pa sexy dyan
jhermie_cheng: hahahah
Rocelle: oo!!! feeling ko nagiging tanga ako parati pag kasama ko yun!
Rocelle: oo nga eh!
jhermie_cheng: basta ganun lang pa-sweet ka
jhermie_cheng: hahah alam mo na yun
Rocelle: kaso nung pagsakay namin sa sasakyan nya grabe sya yung sinipon naawa ako...sandaling oras lang yung nilakad namin ah
Rocelle: ganun kalamig!
jhermie_cheng: ah ic
jhermie_cheng: grabe pala noh
Rocelle: so pa girl ako dapar parati?
jhermie_cheng: oo nga
jhermie_cheng: hehehe
Rocelle: ok ok
jhermie_cheng: basta kaya mo yan
jhermie_cheng: para maging kayo nah
Rocelle: ahahha go girl....
jhermie_cheng: gusto ka na rin nun
jhermie_cheng: eheheh
Rocelle: teka nga pala wala a ba kayo talaga ni james?
jhermie_cheng: oo nga go girl
jhermie_cheng: lolz
jhermie_cheng: malabo na yata talaga last feb nagusap pa kme ulit
jhermie_cheng: that time parang maayos naman .. basta time na lang
Rocelle: oo be positive..kahit naman hindi! ahah
jhermie_cheng: sabi naman nya love pa nya ko
Rocelle: wow shit!
Rocelle: di nga be....mabait talaga siya no
jhermie_cheng: hehehe lol alam mo naman si james sentimental din
Rocelle: i mean si james
jhermie_cheng: oo sobra
Rocelle: ahahhaha..oo nga eh baliktad kayo nun
jhermie_cheng: oo nga eh ... ewan ko ba
Rocelle: san na ba sya ngayon?
jhermie_cheng: dito pa rin sa cebu
jhermie_cheng: pero we dont talk nah
Rocelle: pero di kayo nagkikita gaano dyan?
Rocelle: i mean di talaga kayo ngayon?
Rocelle: ahhhh
jhermie_cheng: oo
Rocelle: sayang din kayo be...tagal nyo na eh...kabisado nyona isat isa
jhermie_cheng: hay minsan nakakalungkot pa din
jhermie_cheng: miss ko pa kahit papano
jhermie_cheng: hay naku
Rocelle: heheh oo naman syempre
jhermie_cheng: hirap kse maghanap responsible guy eh
Rocelle: oo nga
Rocelle: hirap nga responsible guys eh kaya dapat yung alam nating may mamanahin na agad!1
Rocelle: ahahahha
jhermie_cheng: hahahahah
jhermie_cheng: ganun na lang noh
jhermie_cheng: oo nga
jhermie_cheng: lol
Rocelle: para kahit di sya responsible at least may pang capital, tayo na lang ang kikilos!
Rocelle: ahahahha
jhermie_cheng: hehehhe wakong inisip na rin ntin now talaga pag naka family noh
jhermie_cheng: dapat reyna tayo
jhermie_cheng: ahhahah
Rocelle: oo nga eh!
Rocelle: hahah
jhermie_cheng: huy mag 3am nah
jhermie_cheng: di ka pa matutulog
Rocelle: oo nga no
Rocelle: grabe di ko namalayan oras
jhermie_cheng: hahaha basta pag pray kita dyan kay jarrold
jhermie_cheng: hehehhee
Rocelle: napsarap kasi chikahan natin eh
jhermie_cheng: oo nga eh
jhermie_cheng: ok noh
Rocelle: uy thank u very much...grabe sobrang appreciate ko yan ahahah!
Rocelle: i need a miracle!
Rocelle:
jhermie_cheng: ahhahah
jhermie_cheng: lol
jhermie_cheng: lord bigyan mo sana ng love life si rocelle
jhermie_cheng: ahhahahah
Rocelle:
Rocelle: AMEN!!!!!!
jhermie_cheng: ahhahahahahhaha
Rocelle: hahahahha
jhermie_cheng: ano ba yan
jhermie_cheng: ang kulit
jhermie_cheng: lolz
Rocelle: LOrd kung di gano kalabisan sana si jarrold na maging ama ng mga anak ko!!!!
Rocelle: ahahahhaha
jhermie_cheng: hahahahhahaha
jhermie_cheng: demanding
jhermie_cheng: hhahaha
Rocelle: ahahhahahah...oo nga ayaw ni LOrd ng ganyan!
Rocelle: tama na yung maanakan lang
jhermie_cheng: wakong boyfriend pa lang pray ko ikaw .. maging ama na ng anak mo
jhermie_cheng: ahhahahahah
Rocelle:
Rocelle: biro lang!
jhermie_cheng: pero oo noh
jhermie_cheng: sana sya nah di ba
Rocelle: dun na din punta nun di ba
jhermie_cheng: yihee
Rocelle: sana!
Rocelle: ahahhahaha
Rocelle: grabe malalahian na naman kami ng mganda kung sakali
jhermie_cheng: oo nga wala ng pasikot sikot
jhermie_cheng: ehhe
jhermie_cheng: hahahha
jhermie_cheng: loka
Rocelle: oo nga eh...pero alam mo be actually iniisip nilang option yun dito ngayon eh
jhermie_cheng: lord sana bukas mag propose nah
jhermie_cheng: hahahhaa
Rocelle: seriously...
jhermie_cheng: what option?
Rocelle: LORD PLS PLS!!!!
jhermie_cheng: to settle down there?
Rocelle: na for me to grant a longer stay here...is to get married with someone who is a citizen
Rocelle: pero ayoko at first kasi sabi ko sobrang desperada naman dating ko eh hindi naman ako bobo
Rocelle: i mean worst comes to worst pwede yun gawin...pero ayoko
jhermie_cheng: ah talaga
jhermie_cheng: para makakilala ka ng guy
Rocelle: oo no..ano sa tingin mo?
jhermie_cheng: ok lang naman like right now may nagugustuhan ka naman na talaga
Rocelle: tapos sabi nila since they get along well - me and him - y not try it...pwede naman i divorce after
jhermie_cheng: ic... sino nakausap mo about that?
Rocelle: tita kong strict may plano nyan ah hindi sila daddy
Rocelle: sabi nila that is the easiest way to be a canadian citizen too
jhermie_cheng: oo nga .. yeah its not bad .. pero hindi rin naman dapat mag stay ka dyan just for that .. i mean kung kayo talaga di ba ... gagawan ng way nun guy
Rocelle: tama ka!
Rocelle: pero di ba nakakhiya sa kanyan yun? i mean what if ayaw naman pala nya sa kin....
Rocelle: kumbaga friendly lang sya talaga tapos na misinterpret ko lang yung mga actions niya di b?/
jhermie_cheng: kse prang na mind-set ka na eh .. kaya dapat change mo
jhermie_cheng: isipin mo na lang yun studies reason ng stay mo dyan di ba
Rocelle: papanong na mind set ako?
jhermie_cheng: to have the guy
Rocelle: oo nga eh...yun naman talaga ...kaso sabi ko nga syo kanina yung makulit kong tita nakikialam
Rocelle: so parang naguguluhan ako...lam mo yun
jhermie_cheng: oo nga
jhermie_cheng: hhhmm
jhermie_cheng: pero im sure you're not up to that naman
jhermie_cheng: gusto mo na lang din talaga yun guy
Rocelle: oo nga.....
jhermie_cheng: kaya lang kse parang sinabayan pa ng tita mo
jhermie_cheng: mukha pa tuloy nag take advantage ka
Rocelle: exactly!
jhermie_cheng: pero hindi naman
jhermie_cheng: oo nga ....
jhermie_cheng: so basta hwag mo n lang nga pansinin yun
jhermie_cheng: pamgulo ah
Rocelle: actually 3 yung pine-pair up nila sa kin..and see if somethin will work between me and those guys
jhermie_cheng: ah ok...
Rocelle: oo nga kainis!
jhermie_cheng: talaga
jhermie_cheng: oo nga grabe noh .. dapat di na sya makialam eh
Rocelle: baka isipin pa ni jarrold opportunista ako di ba?!!! hello di ako ganun!
jhermie_cheng: sabihin you can find your guy
jhermie_cheng: kaya nga ...
jhermie_cheng: hello ikaw na bahala dun noh .. its ur decision
Rocelle: oo nga tama! sasabihin ko nga sa kanila yan bukas!
Rocelle: tska bat ba sila nakikialam //eh if ever naman di naman pera nila gagastusin namin di ba
Rocelle: kaya nga kakainis dito eh sabi ko syo....
Rocelle: nasasakal ako sa kanila samantalang di naman nga sila parents ko para magdecide para s amin ni yap
Rocelle: kakausapin ko nga ngayon si yap..nsa baba kasi eh kausap gf nya sa phone
jhermie_cheng: ah ok
jhermie_cheng: hhmm
Rocelle: alam mo pati si yap inis na rin kasi ultimo pag uusap nila ng gf nya nakikialam sila
jhermie_cheng: oo kse nakaka pressure yan
jhermie_cheng: parang di tuloy normal kse isip nila may hidden agenda ka
Rocelle: eh di namn namin ginagamit phone nila tska wala kami chinacharge sa kanila no!
Rocelle: thru cellphone lagi sila naguusap...
jhermie_cheng: ah ok
jhermie_cheng: sino gf nya?
jhermie_cheng: nasa manila?
Rocelle: oo
jhermie_cheng: ah ok..
Rocelle: sa valenzuela ata
jhermie_cheng: pano yan tagal nyo na dyan ah
Rocelle: sobra pressure!
Rocelle: nagpapadala si daddy pera
jhermie_cheng: ah ok ...
Rocelle: grabe no...kamag anak mo na parang umuupa ka pa
jhermie_cheng: pero pano australia mo?
Rocelle: yun nga eh...kasi nagtataka kami bat ang tagal ng result
jhermie_cheng: oo nga eh iba talaga culture dyan noh
Rocelle: so parang gagawin namin try din namin dito tapos bahala na kung sino mas mauna
jhermie_cheng: but if its them na nsa manila
jhermie_cheng: sobra asikaso di ba
Rocelle: i mean kung ano may maunang result....do u get it?
jhermie_cheng: ah ok...
jhermie_cheng: ic ic
jhermie_cheng: yup
Rocelle: oo sobra asikaso...yung pinsan ko nga nung umuwi naalal ko pa ni hindi man lang namin pinagcommute yun dyan!
Rocelle: samantalang dito ganyan sila sa min
jhermie_cheng: hehe kainis
Rocelle: tska ni hindi pinagtrabaho ng household chores yun nung nsa Pinas samantalang dito lagi kami tumutulong ni yap
Rocelle: oo sobra...uy teka baka uuwi ka na?
Rocelle: what time ka uwi
jhermie_cheng: nyeks
Rocelle: ahahah
jhermie_cheng: afternoon pa lang dito
jhermie_cheng: ehhehe
Rocelle: ano ba shift mo?
jhermie_cheng: mya gimmick na naman siguro
Rocelle: wow sarap talaga ahahahha
jhermie_cheng: huh 8-6pm office ko
Rocelle: uy be thanks ah
jhermie_cheng: walang shift
Rocelle: ahhhhh
jhermie_cheng: oo noh
Rocelle: kasi wala talaga ako nasasabihan dito iba eh
Rocelle: kami lang lagi ni yap naglalabasan ng sama ng loob
Rocelle: naging close nga kami dito gulat ako
jhermie_cheng: oo nga .. yan lang hirap dyan .. hanap ka rin kse same wave length mo
Rocelle: samantalang sa bahay away kami ng away ahaha
jhermie_cheng: hahahahha
jhermie_cheng: oo nga kayo na lang magkakampi dyan
jhermie_cheng: lol nabubulol na ko
Rocelle: stka si jarrold...kaya siguro somehow attracted din ako sa kanya kasi sya lang nakakaintindi sa min
Rocelle: oo nga eh
jhermie_cheng: oo pwede rin
jhermie_cheng: kaya gaan feeling mo
Rocelle: pumapayag na nga si daddy dun kami tumira eh
Rocelle: ahahahha
Rocelle: kasi nagsumbong na din ako sa text
jhermie_cheng: hahaha talaga
Rocelle: oo ahahhaha....kung sira ulo nga lang talaga ko lumipat na ko dun matagl na
jhermie_cheng: ganun ba ka-serious yun offer sayo
jhermie_cheng: oo nga ang galing mo
jhermie_cheng: kung ako yan nakalipat na ko
jhermie_cheng: galing ng control mo
jhermie_cheng: ahhahahha
Rocelle: ahahahahha d nga be?!
Rocelle: kung ikaw yun?
jhermie_cheng: oo lilipat na ko
jhermie_cheng: hahahhaha
jhermie_cheng: as in
Rocelle: oo no! ilang beses nya sinabi! hanggang ngayon paulit ulit
jhermie_cheng: lumipat ka nah
jhermie_cheng: basta mag ingat ka lang
jhermie_cheng: alam mo nah
Rocelle: wow! sana kaya ko din yun...yaan mo umpisahan ko na bukas
Rocelle: ahahah
jhermie_cheng: baka temptation
jhermie_cheng: aahhaha
Rocelle: oo nga tama...thanks! separate rooms naman eh
jhermie_cheng: yup
Rocelle: kaso magkatabi yung kwarto if ever....kasi pinakita nya yung guest room sa kin
jhermie_cheng: nyaiks ahhahah
jhermie_cheng: wow ang saya
jhermie_cheng: ahhahaha
jhermie_cheng: exciting
jhermie_cheng: lol
Rocelle: galeng nga ata ako magcontrol ewan ko ba...minsan ayoko din ng may control na!
Rocelle: cute nung guest room may mg pictures nya ahahahah!
jhermie_cheng: oo nga
jhermie_cheng: bat kse dami mo inhibitions
jhermie_cheng: wala naman dapat
jhermie_cheng: hahahha ganon
jhermie_cheng: bakit may picture nya
jhermie_cheng: hahaha
Rocelle: oo nga ewan ko....ano be mag give in na ba ko?!
Rocelle: minsan nga gusto ko na ikiss eh!
Rocelle: kasi daming beses na muntik na kaso feeling ko inappropriate lam mo yun
Rocelle: inis na nga ko sa sarili ko eh
jhermie_cheng: basta if its there nah ... hwag ka na matakot but secure mo lang sarili mo .. i mean be sure same din feelings nya
Rocelle: eh kasi ayoko lang na sabihin nila na iniwan lang kami sandali nila daddy naging ganun na ko!
Rocelle: di lang nila alam matagal ko ng gusto talaga yun!!!
jhermie_cheng: ah oo nga baka ma-shock dad mo
jhermie_cheng: hhhmm
Rocelle: d b!
jhermie_cheng: hehehehe di bale payag naman lumipat ka eh
jhermie_cheng: pero hwag mo na nga lang paalam if madevelop kayo
jhermie_cheng: basta alam mo naman yun ginagawa mo eh
Rocelle: ahahhaha ok thats a good one!
Rocelle: ill keep that in mind
jhermie_cheng: yup u can take care of yourself
jhermie_cheng: =)
Rocelle: sana nga wag barkada tingin nya sa kin
jhermie_cheng: hehe oo simulan mo na bukas alamin
jhermie_cheng: ahhahaha
Rocelle: kasi parang ganun kami ngayon eh tska ganun ako sa kanyan pa barkada effect sheesh!
Rocelle: o sige gagawin ko....
jhermie_cheng: =)
jhermie_cheng: heheh
Rocelle: pero matutulog muna ko ngayon
Rocelle:
jhermie_cheng: o sige nah
jhermie_cheng: hahah
jhermie_cheng: dapat beauty rest
jhermie_cheng: ahhahaha
Rocelle: oo nga..kasi baka lalabas kami bukas...pero di ko pa sure
Rocelle: baka nagpopropose na sya tutulog tulog pa ko!
jhermie_cheng: hahhaha
jhermie_cheng: lol
jhermie_cheng: loka
Rocelle:
jhermie_cheng: ang kulit mo
jhermie_cheng: oh sige
jhermie_cheng: good nite nah
Rocelle: o pano
Rocelle: ahahahhahah
Rocelle: ahahha ok ingat na lang dyan...
Rocelle: tetext kita
jhermie_cheng: yup kaw din
jhermie_cheng: tc
jhermie_cheng: God bless...
jhermie_cheng:
Rocelle: pag may mga updates tska pag papatulong ako
Rocelle: Godbless u too
Rocelle: bye
Rocelle: and thanks again!
Rocelle: i had a great time
jhermie_cheng: hehe ok bye bye
Rocelle: baka di din agad ako makatulog nito
Rocelle:
jhermie_cheng: hahahha muni muni
jhermie_cheng: ahhaha
jhermie_cheng: ano ba yan
jhermie_cheng: matulog ka nah
Rocelle: ok.....
Rocelle: bye
jhermie_cheng: i-save mo tong chat na tin
jhermie_cheng: hahahah
Rocelle: ahahha baket?
jhermie_cheng: ok bye ....
Rocelle: wag na baka may makabasa
jhermie_cheng: ay oo nga pala
jhermie_cheng: oh sige good nite
Rocelle: uy be pagdasal mo ko talaga ah
Rocelle: !
jhermie_cheng: oo noh
Rocelle: i need it badly i told u!
jhermie_cheng: yup..
jhermie_cheng: will pray for u
Rocelle: ok thanks! miss u...Godbles
jhermie_cheng: bye.


.... wow we eat up a lot of space!!! hahaha!

Last night I just watched Drew Barrymore's Riding in Cars with Boys and the disc 1 of Mariah Carey's Glitter. =) Coz I'm sleepy already, and I still got a work.

Anyway, Riding in Car With Boys is based on a true story of a young girl, Beverly, who got pregnant at the age of 15 and goes through separation with her drug-addicted husband. You can just see in the movie how she missed her teenage life, some of her friends going to a high-school ball while she on the other hand was having a baby. The story maybe simple but its a heavy subject-matter in reality.

"One day can make your life; one day can ruin your life. All life is four or five big days that change everything."

Thanks to Kri Cherwyn! She made me that "blinkie" thing you can see on your right side. =) Really nice! Aside from her personal site she also moderates a group called Devoted Clique.

Kri, thanks again!

Watched Spider-man last night at SM Cinema One with Let-let and Wendy. The theater is good, much better than the regular cinemas.

I like the movie, its just so funny. Lots of cute geeky stuff. Tobey Maguire is so sexy! hahaha! =)

I told some friends that I dont plan to watch it, just not my type of movies. But since I'm hearing a lot about Tobey, I watched it ... and yes he really is a geeky-hunk!

Got a new title!

My nickname is really baby but as I grew older it changed to bebe since its really not cute anymore calling someone baby when she's already big and stubborn kid as me. . At first I really hate my nick, my sisters would teased me as bibe, bebot, belat, betty and all other offensive and funny names you can relate to that!

Now I just like it not just because there's a Bebe Store selling very sophisticated clothes but because its sounds so endearing for me being called by my close friends. And last, that's how I know if I'm comfortable to a person.... weird huh.

Well anyway ... I hope you like the changes here!

As you noticed I added new features on my blog. I'm making it now my personal homepage not just blog. I'm putting the content of Jhermie's Page here ... so watch out for it. I'm currently improving it coz my design sucks! =) If anyone has a good heart here .. you can help me design my profile page ;-)

Which Royalty Are You? Find out! By Nishi.


wwhhaaa!!! That is so daring! ;-)

Which Woman of Beauty Are You? Find out! By Nishi.


I like this.

Darn! What was I thinking??? I completely lost my mind last saturday. I'm so stupid! I admit I'm a bit attracted to him coz he's such a cool guy, funny but knows when to be serious. But its not right. oh well...I should just forget it.

But I enjoyed my weekend again at Mi Vida ... though last saturday we left the bar at 2am coz 2 of our friends were drunk already. 5 of us who are standing still...continued drinking at kenneth's place til 7:30am!!! Budweisers, Miller, Super Dry and Pale Pilsen. We were up discussing about anything, our work and gimmicks. Kenneth knows the chinese way of hula (foretelling) that is face reading, what he read on my face is just somehow true..really! I'm just so secretive and don't want to express myself. For JGC, there's no point of expressing myself, the situation is too complicated already.

We all agreed that what he said will just be our guide and we should not be affected by it...coz its really not good to believe and rely your life with fortune tellers, its still us who will decide on it. And I just found out that fortune telling can reduce one's life...just the same with smoking. So do not do it frequently.

Are You A Hit-Obsessed Weblogger
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MP3 Playing ... Goodbye (The Saddest Word) by Celine Dion
This is dedicated to my Mamma.

Mamma you gave life to me
Turned a baby into a lady
And mamma all you had to offer
Was a promise of a lifetime of love
Now I know there is no other love like a mother's
Love for her child

I was desperate to watch last night at Studio 23 Barkada Night's Celine Dion - A New Day Has Come concert. I was really pissed when I switched the channel the concert was on its last part already.

And so this morning, I downloaded at Audiogalaxy all her singles at the album. And after completing all the mp3's I listened to her songs. While playing this single, suddenly I was just holding back my tears. I couldn't just imagine losing my mom...*weeping*

I know that love so complete someday must leave
Must say goodbye
Goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hear
Goodbye's the last time I will hold you near
Someday you'll say that word and I will cry
It'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye

I sometime became a bad daughter to you, complaining to some of your orders, disobeyed you and sometimes even ignored you. But just remember Mama that I will always be here for you. You are everthing for us. Me and Let-let maybe away now, but we're always thinking of you here. I know you're always praying for us ... for our safety, success, health and even my love life. You're always there to support us ... Thanks Ma! I LOVE U! Happy Mother's Day!!! I Miss You!! Mwah!



your cute daughter,
bebe ;-)

[graphics by Courtemanche Custom Designs]

Here's the complete lyrics...

Goodbye (The Saddest Word)
by Celine Dion

Mamma you gave life to me
Turned a baby into a lady
And mamma all you had to offer
Was a promise of a lifetime of love
Now I know there is no other love like a mother's
Love for her child
I know that love so complete someday must leave
Must say goodbye
Goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hear
Goodbye's the last time I will hold you near
Someday you'll say that word and I will cry
It'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye
Mamma you gave love to me
Turned a young one into a woman
And mamma all I ever needed
Was a guarantee of you loving me
'Cause I know there is no other love like a mother's
Love for her child
And it hurts so that something so strong
someday'll be gone
Must say goodbye
But the love you give will always live
You'll always be there every time I fall
You take my weakness and you make me strong
And I will always love you till forever comes
And when you need me
I'll be there for you always
I'll be there your whole life through
I'll be there through the lonely days
I'll be there this I promise you mamma
I'll be your beacon through the darkest night
I'll be the wings that guide your broken flight
I'll be your shelter through the raging storm
And I will love you till forever comes
Goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hear
Goodbye's the last time I will hold you near
Someday you'll say that word and I will cry
It'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye
Till we meet again until then goodbye.

hhmm... at the back of my mind, I wanted to quit. But if the cigarette is there, the drinks, my friends or If I'm pressured at work...I just can't help myself but light a stick.

[graphics by NAJACO]

MP3 Playing ... Young by Kenny Chesney

We were brave, we were crazy, we were mostly
Young, Young, Young

I was chatting with my friend Jennifer from college at Yahoo Messenger a minute ago. And it made me want to play this mp3 and just relate to the song. It just so funny to remember again my high-school and college life. The bloopers, immaturity and stupidity that we've done. The fight among the barkada or with some of our goddamn professors! The sleep-overs for a project, the review for our mid-terms and finals at McDonalds. Those were the days. But of course all have her things to do on her own. I'm now here in Cebu, my bestfriend is in Canada, the other one resides in Hong Kong and others in Manila. Good thing there's internet and yahoo messenger we manage to talk and share gossip once again. Asking how's everybody doing, work, family, and lovelife. ;-)

I remember back in college just thinking about working made me really excited and nervous inside. If before we we're worrying about our exam, professors and class cards. Then now its a whole different thing! Its money, career or business we should undertake. Where are we leading? That as early as now we should build ourselves, move fast and not be left behind. But of course there's a time span for everthing, I think my friends and I are still exploring the corporate world and some their own family business.

After the chit-chat with career and money we ended up talking about our lovelife's. This chat with Jen really made me think, about finding the right man. Which made me teased her ... jen ikaw ba yan(is that you?) because she speaks very serious and I know she really means it ( talking based on experience). I learned something to her with that 30 minutes chat. Now that I'm a bit heart broken, her story just taught me. That I'm not doing the right thing anymore to have the man I want to be with. Change...

Here's the lyrics by the way...

Young
by Kenny Chesney

Lookin back now well it makes me laugh,
we were growin our hair,
we were cuttin class,
knew it all already there was nothing to learn,
we were strikin matches just to watch em burn.

Listen to our music just a little too loud,
we were hanging in there with the outcast crowd,
headin to the rapids with some discount beer,
it was a long train tressel but we had no fear,

Man I don't know where the time goes
but it sure goes fast, just like that,
We were wannabe rebels that didn't have a clue
In our rock n roll teeshirts and our typically bad attitudes
Had no excuses for the things that we'd done
We were brave, we were crazy, we were mostly
Young, Young

Talked a good game, we were right with the guys
But in the backseat we were ackward and shy
Girls were a mystery that we couldn't explain,
And I guess there are some things that are never gonna change

Man I don't know where the time goes
But it sure goes fast, just like that
We were wannabe rebels that didn't have a clue
In our rock n roll teeshirts and our typically bad attitudes
Had no excuses for the things that we'd done
We were brave, we were crazy, we were mostly
Young, Young, Young

Yeah and wishing we were older
Young
Hey I wish it wasn't over

Man I don't know where the time goes,
but it sure goes fast, just like that
We were wannabe rebels that didn't have a clue
In our rock n roll teeshirts and our typically bad attitudes
Had no excuses for the things that we'd done
We were brave, we were crazy, we were mostly
Young, Young

Hey and wishing we were older
And I wish it wasn't over

Got this from Sunny Side Up.

What kind of egg are you?



I just like eggs whether coddled egg, scrambled or sunny side up or mixed with rice for sinangag, omelette, or with instant hot japanese noodles and pancit canton (JGC likes it). burp! =)

got this personality test at thespark.com. Though I'm not sure if this is accurate.
MENTOR
(Submissive Extrovert Abstract Thinker )
Like just 6% of the population you are a MENTOR (SEAT). Some would call you the most powerful and influential of all people. Those people are wrong.

The reality is that you DON'T really WANT to impose personal views or beliefs on others. Yet you are extroverted and intelligent, and you like to get involved. So you help others with the pursuit of knowledge.

You're the reason that people say "teachers are also students." You are as much a learner as a master, and this satisfies you.

You won't die a lonely death, but towards the end you'll grow introspective, wondering if your life meant anything. This will last for decades, and you'll die after your spouse.

FAVORITE...
Food: chinese, italian, thai (sometimes) and filipino cuisines
Drinks: any sodas. With alcohol? vodka kurant, kamikaze, weng-weng, gold schlagger, cosmopolitan (sex and the city of course!). And caffeine... coffee(addict!)
Color: earthly colors
Shoes: love all of them! brands I like celine, naturalizer, kickers and nine west. Can't afford manolo blahnik!
Candy: mints
Animal:dog
TV Shows: charmed, the district, gilmore girls, survivor, oprah, d.tour, sex and the city. oh and the channel 7 telenovelas hehe ;)
Movies: jet li, pierce brosnon and brad pitt movies.
Dance: rave
Vegetable: green pepper
Fruit: mango

ARE YOU...
Understanding: yes. I listen and forgive.
Open-minded: we just have to broaden our perception on things to accept it.
Arrogant: no way ... can't even stand such persons.
Insecure: definitely no
Interesting: you'll see.
Hungry: at night .. bad habit.
Friendly: if I'm drunk
Smart: dashing ... hehe ;->
Moody: yes sometimes
Childish: no, I'm mature enough to understand and handle things on my own.
Independent: yes
Hard working: I'm a slacker sometimes
Organized: my desk is a mess but not my life (just on the right track).
Healthy: no. I drink and smoke.
Emotionally Stable: yes and no. I just have to wait for him to forgive me and accept me again.
Shy: a bit.
Difficult: no
Attractive: yes!!! hahaha .. jk!
Bored Easily: not really ... perky perky!
Thirsty: yes ... still dehydrated. Drunk again last night. I feel so wasted.
Responsible: I make sure I do my obligations and responsibilities.
Sad: a bit coz we're not together anymore after 6 years.
Happy: with my friendly folks.
Trusting: yes
Talkative: not really... I'm more of a listener and observer.
Original: sometimes no. Its not that bad, I know its for my own benefit.
Different: I dare to be.
Unique: in some aspects.
Lonely: I'm just not used to be alone. But I'll be fine.

WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
Kill: no one.
Slap: let me think... hmm no villain in my life??
Look Like: cameron diaz -- pretty and charming.
Be Like: Bill Gates! Own Microsoft. hehe!
Talk To Offline: JGC

Blogger Creator

While browsing to the recently updated blogs, I passed by Jacked Journal. He has a very interesting writings and thoughts on his page from his books and friendships to CD's and DSL. This is really a journal. Then I checked his links and got interested with evhead. After I clicked it, I found out that EVHEAD is the blogger creator ( I mean his company Pyra Labs). It really surprised me to see his site and his blog where you can read the president/CEO's mind! =)

Anyway to you Mr. EVHEAD, thank you for creating this kind of application to publish our thoughts in any way we want. This really helps me a lot with my work and personal life... aside from the enjoyment it gives me.

... now I'm tempted to add him to my links. hehe! whattcha think??? ;-)

Damn! my ankle hurts! I have cramps... can't walk normal. I think this is because of the beach last sunday, yesterday I can feel this already but I just ignored it, now I can't. I massage it by myself awhile ago and now I'm having a muscle contraction! Uggghh!! I will really have a massage on sunday! I feel like I'm so old my foot and my back are aching! This is what I get now.... I'm abusing my body with alcohol, cigarette and lack of sleep ... ggrr!! When will I learn?!

oh I just love this schmaltzy song!! =) makes me wanna be in a corner of a room and just listen to Shakira's dramatic voice. Ooopss I'm being too sentimental.

Underneath Your Clothes
by Shakira

You're a song
Written by the hands of God
Don't get me wrong 'cuz
This might sound to you a bit odd
But you own the place
Where all my thoughts go hiding
And right under your clothes
Is where I find them

Underneath your clothes
There's an endless story
There's the man I chose
There's my territory
And all the things I deserve
For being such a good girl honey

Because of you
I forgot the smart ways to lie
Because of you
I'm running out of reasons to cry
When my friends are gone
When my parties over
We will still belong to each other

Underneath your clothes
There's an endless story
There's the man I chose
There's my territory
And all the things I deserve
For being such a good girl honey

Underneath your clothes
There's an endless story
There's the man I chose
There's my territory
And all the things I deserve
For being such a good girl honey

I love you more than all that's on the planet
Movin' talkin' walkin' breathing
You know it's true
Oh baby it's so funny
You almost don't believe it
As every voice is hanging from the silence
Lamps are hanging from the ceiling
Like a lady tied to her manners
I'm tied up to this feeling

Underneath your clothes
There's an endless story
There's the man I chose
There's my territory
And all the things I deserve
For being such a good girl honey

Underneath your clothes
There's the man I chose
There's my territory
And all the things I deserve
For being such a good girl honey

Monday Sickness

At least the day is almost over. I really want to lie down and sleep! Yesterday was our company outing at Hadsan Beach Resort. It was so fun, our first time to hang-out together at the beach... the wackiness of the HR and IT Department was too much to tolerate. Its the two department here at the office that really goes along well because our age gaps are not really big...we're all so young. ;-)

I'm just so tired because I didn't get enough sleep, Saturday night where else will I be? Again, Mi Vida. That night I'm drunk ... I admit it. I had countless Tequila shots with a sip of Weng-Weng between those shots. I'm wearing stilletos I didn't know how I walked ... but really I just came back to my senses after drinking lots of water and peeing a dozen times! hahaha! I even ate a complete meal at the bar with Che-che ... she's also drunk I think. We had squid and rice around 2am! I'm just so hungry!

We got home 4am and we woke up 8am for that company outing I mentioned. I can't say no to my boss its my first time to join them and I'm the one who teased that we will have dinner at his place after the beach coz his place is just near the resort. No regrets, I enjoyed hanging out with my officemates I will just sleep early tonight.

Oh there's one thing I regret! Why did I play volleyball without applying sun-block!?! My shoulders and legs are sun-burned. I'm just so lazy to get it at the cottage! Good thing I'm wearing a cap, my face are still ok. =)

Hey bloggers check this article Meet the mind-blogging Net writers from INQ7's You. Which my sister told me to check coz she knows I'm very addicted to this blog, you can assess yourself of what type of a blogger are you and see other blogs that might catch ur attention. Find celebrity bloggers, angry bloggers, sassy bloggers and others!

Blue Margarita

I was tipsy last night at Mi Vida because of that cocktail drink. We had 3 pitchers of that for us 4 girls. But before we went crazy, we had dinner at Krua Thai at Crossroads, it was my first time to have dinner there for the food Sukho Thai is much better but the ambiance its Krua Thai though its a small restaurant so you can appreciate their interior design if they have a bigger place.

Back to that Blue Margarita, we partied a bit early last night I think 10pm and by 1am we were drunk already! hahahah knock out. That's why I was so dizzy this morning. But I'm ok now ... busog.com nah! hehehe I ate alot! lomi, fried rice, buttered chicken, pork asado, lumpiang shang-hai!!! hahaha! That's me if I'm drunk or have hang-overs, I pig out!!!

This is fun. Guess what? After Renaissance Girl, I met another acquaintance from the corporate world here at blogger, Bunny, the woman behind the very cool Spunky Daisy. For all places ... its here on the net that we have to surprise each other ... that it was her after exchanging several thoughts at tag-board like total strangers. =)

So Bunny, its nice to meet you the second time around ... in such a unique way. =) Take care always.

Yellow
by Coldplay
Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah, they were all yellow.

I came along,
I wrote a song for you,
And all the things you do,
And it was called "Yellow."

So then I took my turn,
Oh what a thing to have done,
And it was all "Yellow."

Your skin
Oh yeah, your skin and bones,
Turn into something beautiful,
You know, you know I love you so,
You know I love you so.

I swam across,
I jumped across for you,
Oh what a thing to do.

Cos you were all "Yellow,"
I drew a line,
I drew a line for you,
Oh what a thing to do,
And it was all "Yellow."

Your skin,
Oh yeah your skin and bones,
Turn into something beautiful,
And you know for you,
I'd bleed myself dry for you,
I'd bleed myself dry.

It's true, look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine.

Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And all the things that you do.

*Another nice song from them =)

Which "Natural Wonder" are you?

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Which Angel would you be? By Angel Falls

This is my Bohol Trip last Holy Week.

Are you a Blogaholic?
YOUR SCORE
44.0% 44.0 points out of 100

You are a casual weblogger. You only blog when you have nothing better to do, which is not very often. There's nothing wrong with that. But if you'd post a little more often, you'd make your readers very happy.

This is funny. Strange why they did this page.

Hello Kitty has no Mouth

Hello Kitty has no mouth, but she must scream. That is why her head is so big.

Hello Kitty has no mouth, yet she speaks the truth.

Hello Kitty has no mouth, so where has all the porridge gone?

Hello Kitty has no mouth, and yet she has a tongue.

Hello Kitty has no mouth, but she keeps buying toothpaste.

Hello Kitty has no mouth, but she always eats her vegetables.

Hello Kitty has no mouth, and yet I have no mouth.

Hello Kitty has no mouth, and yet one of her listed hobbies is eating the cookies her sister bakes.

Hello Kitty wept for she had no mouth, until she met a man who had no face.

Hello Kitty has no mouth, but she still knows how to whistle.

Hello Kitty has no mouth, but it only takes her three licks to get to the Tootsie Roll center of a Tootsie PopTM

Hello Kitty has no mouth to spite her face.

Hello Kitty has no mouth, and by this time her lungs are aching for air.

Hello Kitty has no mouth, and yet in space you can hear her scream.

Hello Kitty has no mouth, and yet mmmmph mmphhmmph mmphmppph!

Hello Kitty has no mouth, and yet her mother can't get her to stop sucking her thumb.

Hello Kitty has no mouth, but man can she hum.

Hello Kitty has no mouth, and yet she is sooooo hungry.

Hello Kitty has no mouth, and yet her dentist always gives her a sugar-free lollipop.

Hello Kitty has no mouth, and yet children are starving in Africa.

Hello Kitty has no mouth, and yet she's always putting her foot in it.

Hello Kitty has no mouth, and yet her breath is always minty fresh.

Hello Kitty has no mouth, and when she gets sick, her head swells to near bursting.

Hello Kitty has no mouth, and so she really didn't inhale.

Hello Kitty has no mouth, and yet she is expert with a blowgun.

Hello Kitty has no mouth, and yet her lipstick is prostitute red.

Hello Kitty has no mouth, but she makes that saxaphone come alive.

Hello Kitty has no mouth, and yet she also has no shame.

Hello Kitty has no mouth, and yet she often smokes in bed.

Hello Kitty has no mouth, and yet she's bulemic.

Hello Kitty has no mouth but hey, cocaine goes up your nose!

Hello Kitty has no mouth, but she still enjoys a good cigar.

Hello Kitty has no mouth, and yet she's always coughing up hairballs.

Hello Kitty has no mouth, and yet I don't know why she swallowed a fly. Perhaps she'll die.

Hello Kitty has no mouth, yet she's the reigning 'Star Search' lip synch champion.

Hello Kitty has no mouth, yet she's the spokesperson for Sanrio.

Hello Kitty has no mouth, because "if you can't say anything nice then don't say anything at all".

Hello Kitty has no mouth, and yet she bites the hand that feeds her.

Hello Kitty has no mouth, and yet she has a FAQ.

I often dream in my sleep... it's sometimes good, but most of the time suspense I was being chased, bad climate most often I'm struggling in my dreams but at the end I always survive. The other night I dreamt that I attended a press conference and this company gave us a travelling bag but only one so its like I said to my sister that we can share the bag coz we both liked it. It was really weird, can't understand the story near the end of my dream there was an earthquake and I think this time I was alone on the plane already. I survived that experience I dont know how.
I believe there's a subliminal message in our dreams, so whenever I feel weird about my dream I go to MSN Astrology to check what it means. So I dreamed of an airplane, the earthquake, and a travelling bag. And their interpretation are like these...

EARTHQUAKE
Unless you live in earthquake country, this dream means you are in for a major upheaval. It could be so extreme as to include a change of residence, occupation and spouse. But if you persevere, it will all be for the better.

...I've been dreamt of experiencing earthquake 2 times already since the other month I guess.

AIRPLANE
There are lots of variables involved here. Successfully piloting a plane signifies an unusual achievement, but flying in bad weather can mean difficulties in business. If you bailed out, the trouble will be temporary. If you were flying as a passenger, you will receive news from someone far away. An airplane can also signify your spiritual awareness reaching new heights.

... Me and my sister were flying as passengers here.

TRAVELLING
Dreaming of an all expenses paid vacation is a sign your income is about to increase. And if you were footing the bill, it predicts a valuable gift or some other unanticipated gain.

... Its a paid trip but not really vacation.

BAG
The type of bag is important. A paper one warns of embarrassing financial losses, cloth predicts success in business, and leather means you will be taking an unexpected journey. Did you lift the bag(s)? The heavier they are, the better off you are since that is a sign of your wishes coming true. But there is also a warning here. If you were carrying only one, you could soon be in debt if you're not careful. Carrying several is a caution to watch out for a treacherous friend.

...The bag was cloth. And I carried it then handed it to my sister. I carried the bag with effort coz it was heavy. Oh my I hope its not debt.

This site is really helpful. At least a reminder to me to be careful.

Trouble
by Coldplay

Oh no, I see,
A spiderweb, it's tangled up with me,
And I lost my head,
The thought of all the stupid things I said,
Oh no what's this?
A spider web, and I'm caught in the middle,
So I turned to run,
The thought of all the stupid things I've done,

I never meant to cause you trouble,
And I never meant to do you wrong,
And I, well if I ever caused you trouble,
O no, I never meant to do you harm.

Oh no I see,
A spider web and it's me in the middle,
So I twist and turn,
Here I am in my little bubble,

Singing, I never meant to cause you trouble,
I never meant to do you wrong,
And I, well if I ever caused you trouble,
Although I never meant to do you harm.

They spun a web for me,
They spun a web for me,
They spun a web for me.

Like the tempo of this song... its slow pace and the guitar plucking.

My weekend was so much fun! It was hectic, quite tiring but I enjoyed it with my friends. I dont know this past weekends our bonding was so impossible. It's like we didn't see each other for how many months but well in fact we were just together last weekend which was also a blast! If you remember last weekend I told you about my 3 nights in-a-row gimmick! Which I can't imagine why we did that... we were asleep in the morning and up in the evening partying... what a life! I guess this is the peak of my Single life after being attached for 6 years. This is how its gonna be for all of us if all your friends are still available too. I know we were too much last week that's why we lay low last fri-sun in the sense that we didn't party hard... ;)

Anyways last friday after having Tap-si-log at One Place we just went to video galleries to rent some VCD's. We rented Down To You, Woman on Top, Unbreakable and The Gift. We dont have much energy that night we just watched Down To You coz we lacked sleep thursday night (remember my post). The next day I woke up 1pm! wow ang sarap matulog! ehhehe! =) One reason also why I like saturday aside from the party! That night we went to Yo Latino at The Village had Weng-weng and decided to play billiards at One Place since its been awhile since I played... my game is not bad I guess.

Yesterday was the most fun and tiring activity. Sunday morning we were up 8am so we can go to the beach coz Wendy haven't been to any beach here, we went to Hadsan. =) Feel the scorching heat of Summer! eeeww! The sun can really burn you. My shoulders are still dark because of my last holy week's bohol getaway so I didn't plunge too long at the beach. 2pm we left the resort then we went to Ayala!

You can't believe that. well its because beaches here are just 30 minutes away from the city. Went there to buy something at the grocery and develop my film. I have my bohol pics now .. it was really great! Still want to visit it again.

Oh we went to Rica's to have coffee too. It was really a long day. But it didn't stop there! While at the grocery around 8pm Itchie decided to cook spaghetti with white sauce .. hhmmm it was really good! While she was cooking that night, Wendy and I we're dying each other's hair with L'oreal's Radiant Copper blonde! hehehe! That's why its my mood now. No wonder ... I'm still very tired right now. Monday sickness...

what kitchen utensil are YOU?

You are a fridge! You can keep your cool, even when faced with a heated situation. You enjoy being the center of attention, and people come to you for advice or when they want something. People also like to stick things to the front of your body.

I went shopping last night with Wendy and Let-let. I bought the skirt already and 2 blouses =) yippeee! I really wish I can shop everday ehhehe! But can't of course I have to save.
I'm a bit tipsy last night had a couple of beer and tequila shot. Kenneth is going back to manila so we're like partying (ek ek) heheh! Just an excuse so we can drink.

My Marriage
This is a little bit true, I guess...

How will you choose your Mr Right?
You will make the most of being able to shop around for Mr Right. You love your freedom and will have a lot of fun learning about what sort of man you like. When you do find the guy for you, nobody will be able to keep you away from the church.
Who will be your future Mr Right?
Your future hubby will be lovely and sweet, but a little immature - possibly even a spoilt brat! This guy will trigger your maternal instinct. You'll always be willing to watch his back and clean up his mess. He might be the same age as you are or even younger.
When will you get married?
As soon as you fall in love, you'll want to grab your man and hang on to him. You will probably marry very young, so it would be wise of you to think carefully before committing.
What sort of wife will you be?
You are a bit tricky. You might pretend to be a sensitive and caring wife in his eyes, but you'll be ready to laugh at him behind his back and eventually you may even leave him for another man.
Will you and your husband have fun together?
You and your spouse will choose to spend time on more romantic activities. You won't end up quite as healthy, but you'll have plenty of fun going out for drinks, watching concerts or playing cards at home with other friends.
What will your children be like?
Your kids will be quiet and won't give you a hard time - they'll be a joy to have around. However, you should teach them to be stronger and more confident in themselves. Otherwise they might grow up to be losers.
How loyal are you?
You get along very well with most guys. Sometimes your friendliness misleads others to think that you're a bit of a flirt, but actually you've got a loyal heart. You'll never have eyes for anyone except your beloved husband.

I did post a thought last nite here before I left the office unfortunately I lost it. Was blogging and forgot the URL of the girl's site that I want to mention. I'm so stupid I hit the back button and when I got back at my journal my whole posting was gone. I didn't bother to type everything again...so pissed! I remember before back in college when I had to make this long document and forgot to save it then for no reason my computer just hanged! It was so irritating that I want to throw my PC!

Anyway back to my last night's post. I particularly mentioned my new links right now Sunny Side Up and Renaissance Girl for their very superb and outstanding website/journal. I really like the design and their writings.

And just remembered last night while recalling Renaissance URL monaveluz.tripod reminds me of someone from Ericsson that I met few years back. They sponsored some gift items at our X'mas Party and Networking Night last 2000 I think. It's so good to know I found her here on the Net.

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do you own your mobile
or does it own you?
I got...
6-10 "recreational user"
You're okay, but it's a close thing. You wonder how the hell people ever managed to arrange their social life before 1997. In conversations, you say "hmm" and "uh-huh" and appear to be listening but in fact you're text flirting with a fireman from Biggleswade under the table.

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Your view on yourself

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girl/boyfriend you are looking for.

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship.

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love.

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you.

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.
How do you view success?

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of?

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self?

You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

Oh I missed a day here ... though I checked it but didn't post .. I'm just so lazy to type now. Had a very long day .. lots of work to finish .. I don't know when will I finish .. its like this will take forever. I'm alone with the project now. Mary told me yesterday that she resigned already and will leave the office after she turned over all her tasks to me. Can't imagine my workload now for the weeks to come.

Really stunned by her news now I'm worrying when can I really go back to Manila... seems impossible now. I can't leave my work. duh.. really hope I can talk to my boss about this. You see I'm supposed to go home this may or june but can't afford to that if my partner is not around. gggrr!

Anyway I have to go now .. buy some things at the grocery with Wendy.

If I were a wine I would be...


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My weekend was a blast! Cebu seems to be in the mood to party! It was my first time again to see the bars jammed-packed by partygoers after the Sinulog Festival last January. I don't know maybe because its summer break, its really boring at home I can imagine. And yeah of course its Pay Day, man! hehehe!

Anyway early Friday night it was just 3 girls talking about nonsense at dish drinking screwdriver ... duh boring drink! We decided to transfer to Pub Quarto there I got my Hop, Snap and Go Naked! cocktail ... nice name huh! =) But of course I didn't go naked! ehhehe =) We watched the back-to-back-to-back episode of Sex and the City there without the volume of course coz we cannot shut off the Trance music! =) Then where did we go??? oh Mi Vida of course! Ggggrr its really Summer now .. it was really hot at the bar! duhh there were so many people! But it was fun we met kenneth and che-che there and as usual dance to Volare, Quando-Quando and J. Lo latin music. =)

Then Saturday will just keep it simple coz I dont wanna type anymore. We went to High Life and then Mi Vida again and drunk ourselves with Tequila! End. ehheheh =)... ooohh I danced at the ledge with some acquaintance from Linea Italia. thats it. bye!